sobber day...

BORED

I am currently undergoing extreme boredom. Maybe its the fact that its sunday...or issit?

I always thought I would look forward to work....seems like no....i mean who would, unless im

genuinely doing work which i like...and loved. My moral values have gone down the drain...looking at the past few days. It seems like I haven been able to bring up my moral. I dunno why. Maybe i should book in and take a look at my men. Probably they will cheer me up abit more, and abit more....

actually i was supposed to be their moral support...lolx, seems like not the case. I wonder how

my men will feel. A job is a job, but then again, looking back at what i went through, things seemed too fast and happened too fast. When was it i last touch my art work......long long ago....long long ago...

JACKY CHEUNG

~~Bie Ti Ni De Xin~~

lately has been fallen for this song, i didnt know jacky cheung had such a wonderful song......i can'[t help keeping repearting them on my pc. The meanings so subtle, as if slowly tearing the heart. His such a good singer, that the lyrics go through the skin to the heart. 5 star.

I think i relate too much to the lyrics....times are tough.....thats what is freaking wrong with geminis.....they get cracked out easily and too influenced by others feelings.......

GEMINIs

I hoped to see my evil twin again, the one the doesn't feel, doesn't love, complete emptiness......

I hope to see the workaholic.....I think maybe its time for me to wake up, and stop dreaming and pondering on hopes, cause actually they didn't exist, or should i say, it has always been the fact that i was just pinning on them and relying, waiting for a change to come, a difference.......its probably time to stop for anything else like relationships....and move on in life........