Pissed off

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Some people are just suckers, I can't believe it. I also dunno
how to believe it. They simply got nothing better to do. Such people
are a waste to the army as regulars. Must go and
"bo diao ji cher dai ji"
My comd after inspecting my bunk, commented he want my SBO to be on
top of my cupboard. And my F**KING ceiling, is GONNA come down
BECAUSE they never tell the F**KING CONTRACTOR to repair it. And says
my bunk is not clean how to answer to my MEN??? AS a comd, how I answer
to my MEN?
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DIG this,
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F**K OFF YOU MOTHER PUSSY.
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1] you can't even get GOLD in ippt
2] you dun even take SOC
3] you can't even see your officers working for you are sleeping in
rusty beds and cupboards which the MEN AINT
4] you can't even F**king Topo in OPs
5] you can't even F**king stay awake in OPs and sleep infront of briefings
6] you can't even understand basic store requirements for the BN
7] you can't even get your men to respect you.
8] ALL YOU CAN DO IS F**KING TALK WITH YOUR MOUTH.
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WAKE UP LA PUSSY. F**K OFF. Incapable slut.
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clean your own F**king bunk then come talk to me. We work like dogs
and you come up with F**k ideas. You are a disgrace to MEN.

Muahhhahahha.... Birthday bIrthday birthday

~Diaoz~

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noisy noisy noisy... my brother watching Bands of brother currently.

Thus a little bit disrupting, since im also on the phone and printing some

ndp work and eating ice cream...

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~Birthday~

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my birthday is coming next week, declaring it on my blog is not a kind of

signature for friends to buy gifts or watsoever. Neither issit a telltale sign to

you guys out there that theres gonna be a mega food feast from

little dimsum here.

<-Nothings gonna change->

Probably except the fact that im older now. It doesn't really bothers me

that much. Anyhow, so why am i declaring it? Cause next weekend was

supposed to be dedicated to NDP, and I told my superior I not goiNG!!!

wahhahahha........ -__-

its time i rest....people off i go back do last minute work.

sigh...

Anyhow, gonna hit double 2 next weekend, I wonder what is in store

for me in life. wont be going out with friends this time.

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something to ponder....whats the best birthday gift you would wish for??

StresS out

Seems like work is always never ending...
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didnt get to sleep much last night...can you imagine?
My weekends are always so pack...and with NDP, its gonna get tighter...
now i still have to compile my portfolio again for accessment....
this is getting nuts....why can't we just have 10 days per week?
lolx...im getting naive again...
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Can't believe I finally finish ATEC.
happy indeed, my performance of my whole vocation.
We should be seeing high scores.
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WARCRAFT
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Last night, my men jio me warcraft...in the end also never play,
i was too tired and they didnt reply also, perhaps in the days to come,
we will indeed be playing together. Hopefully I can organised another outing
soon....HopefulLy.....
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NDP
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It comes up to every weekend we will have to be at TUAs, doing all those
rehearsals...I will try to put up some photos, since end day,
My people will put up a NDP video of the Mobile Column.
SO really, if you guys wanna catch the mobile column this year,
it will drive pass to Yishun, Jurong and Tampiness. It comes up to
15 waves including most of the units. Its pretty much a stressful events...
at least for the first few rehearsals... I wonder why my CO is such a high flyer.
But too bad, some of his commanders cant really work. Theres only a dedicated
few whos willing to finsih their job, and because of this dedicated few,
men do not suffer.
Hope some of the other people realy wake up in life,
dun they have a heart?
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WEBSITE
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Soon this blog page will change, Its almost going 1 year old. I'm either
looking at a revamp or opening another one for a 2nd year start.
Probably this space will be dedicated towards artwork rather than
all my nonsense. Lolx....And talking about that....I'm getting more and
more lost touch in work.
This is so stress...but nevermind...all my offs are coming soon.
Hiak hiak hiak

Too busy

Too busy.

simply too busy to blog this space.

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Just got to come back and prepare some work.

After today, next week will be another pack week.

Dun have time for anything anymore.

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Some forecast of the week,

for most armour guys, this friday will be ARR,

more known as Armour Road Relay.

Competiting for the title will be the several Armour Units.

And for my unit, well...will be the reserved. The first reserved.

The wierd thing about this is, the supervising trainer actually

told me to pace him during his run because my timing is roughly same

as his. and he is like the average among the team.

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if so, doesn't that render me to be in the team? because actually

some of them are indeed slower than me.

Can't blame them though...i've been inconsistent during the last few runs.

Anyhow, this is something about personal pride and i believe I got it

last month, which i got gold for IPPT.

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Lets talk about something else.... -_-

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when to watch two movies recently,

"house of wax" and "coach carter"

both worth the catch, but i guess cinema prices are really jumping high.

I think this guys be place in the torture chamber.

The just keep sucking our money.

and about SMRT, heard they gonna hike up prices on bus and mrt.

wtf?

doesn't this country has sympathy on the poor?

the average?

or the just about to make it people?

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hopefully life will be better after NDP.

for now, its hard working every moment.......

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Strolling

~~Strolling~~

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[To go for a leisurely walk]

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How much do you stroll? Dun you find that we all walk too fast?

Why issit that we are all rushing our lifes even in weekends,

because there isn't much weekends i presume.

Such a small word which we learn when we were young,

but yet we never get to use till we grow old.

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I like strolling.

I always like strolling.

I hope I will stroll more.

Caused life is too packed and the environment we live in

is simply too stressful.

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so, do use the word more.

"Strolling"

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strollinG 

I wak3 up le!!

look at the time, only 7.18a.m.

hiak hiak hiak, but im awake.

got a few things to do today!!

and most importantly, its the start of long Week End!

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~KTV~

went to ktv recently again, didnt get a chance to post, so now i will.

oh fishy and jiajia, do listen and give some comments,

lolx,would really like some comments from the duet king and queen.

anyhow, heres the link:

http://www.geocities.com/killerbe83/dimsumktv.zip

inside contains two files, a duet and a solo.

[obviously the duet is between me and my wife]

[Ai say...same thing, Quicktime 6 and above to listen.]

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weekends

weekends are hard to come by...

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and its getting harder especially with upcoming events..

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its even harder when you got a whole lot pack of stuff to do altogether

in one shot. But then again, its because if you have alot of things to do,

life is fulfilling.

And at this point of time, life really is fulfilling.

Especially when you want to accompany your partner,

your family, your friends, your relatives and do work,

and continue your hobby and read story book and all and all...

hahahha ....

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but well, manage to do all that...

time management is really essential in life.

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hope all of you out there are doing happy things during your

happy weekends and happily waiting for something to happen in

my blog again...hiak hiak hiak...

well....hopefully my personal website will finish soon.

If its done, this webby will be fully dedicated to

grumbles and groans...

soon its gonna be fully text.

Till my website is up...

[hopefully i really finsih it this time..lolx]

everything will be the same in this blog space.

The monintor looks bright today.

it always looks bright; somehow

the fact that its morning, that i just woke up,

the fact that even my eyes ain't costomized to the environment.

haze still hangs around.

but of course, I already wash up.

Its nothing to do with the cleaning up of yourself.

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IT is just something to do with the waking up of your physical body;

over the mental one.

and of course, I'm mentally awaken...else i won't be typing.

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I wake up now, with a wierd mood.

One of those no-no days which i'm more attentive to the environment.

One of those days that I work more, talk less.

Perhaps...its just another one of those days again.

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I couldn't really find a reason for my presence here,

to blog I mean...cause there doesn't really seemed like a purpose

in the early morn.

Maybe I'll talk about some general issues in life thus far.

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~~MRT~~

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people always complain, that singaporeans are not courteous.

Maybe because we are asians, we always look forward to negative points.

Whereas in a whole, we dun look for positive singaporean treats, even if

we do, we keep it bare minimum.

Somehow, media be it tv or newspaper, always seems to say

singaporean do not give up sits to elders or even the pregnant.

Thats why the constant sign on the mrt side doors.

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But then again, if elders and pregnant lady wants comfort,

shouldn't they grab a taxi??

Taking things for granted like if they should be treated better

isn't right. Of course I'm not saying we shouldn't respect them.

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IM JUST SAYING THE YOUNGER GENERATION

SHOULD BE RESPECTED ALSO.

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if an adult is sleeping in the mrt in a pack train,

people will stare at him for not giving up his sit to an elder.

why cant this bloody buggers think for a second that maybe,

just maybe

that the guy sleeping is ill or probably left with a few months of his life.

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and with human,

the constant problem is we always jump to conclusion too fast.

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because human is just too complicated.

and sometimes just say things we dun mean.

ITS LANGUAGE

for example:

is there such thing as raining cats and dogs?

no!!

where the F##k will there be a scenerio as

raining CATS and DOGS ???

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for you to think and ponder

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after 2 months ++ !!! finalLY finish reading 

I'Lucifer

smelly and tired

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The morning dew and insect bites,

finally im home, and home sweet home it is....

as i am typing right now, Im also scratching all over the place...

just cant help...Argghhh.....

i just dun understand why people can say

"我爱大自然！！"

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of course, loving the 大自然, you must love other shits like

the insect bites lar, irritating mosquitoes lar, the swarm lar....

damn disgusting stuff....

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but ok lar.... cant help it can I??

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BooKz

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just as I was booking out and finally got to hear my baby's voice.

Took the time to read finish a book written by GLEN DUNCAN.

probably in a later time, will post about the story.

highly recommend

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for now i need some rest.....

当我....们同在一起,在一起,在一起.......
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当我...们同在一起,很快乐无比......
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=]

yaohong:吃死你!!!

我是贪吃鬼!!!AHAHHAHAH....

weinan : ahh...我要吃东西!!...

BlogginG

Looks like everyone is into blog now,

at least most of my friends are....

[even yaohong got one....]

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surprisingly,

everyone is joining the space!!

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EnjOY the CamPing Picz!!

Wootz....

RiNgInGgggg

H3LLo??

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A common word so familiar,

tag to our daily life.

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H3LLo.

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The same common word we use everyday.

but on a different scenerio.

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Dejavu

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Is the process whereby you see a situation and

somehow remembers you have been in that situation before.

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So what if you pick up a phone and you just know

who the other party is, without even hearing his/her voice.

Somehow you just know,

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That is , but basic instinct.

=]

 

PonDerInG NitEz

I am in the middle of my job having to finish up some work late at night.

The only reason i am here blogging, is the simple reason that the job can

never be finished and i have all the night for it. While digging my brains trying to

settle down on how to finsih the rest of the work, i decided to blog , or at least

try to blog. The updates been getting very slow lately and I couldn't agree more.
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Soon I will be fighting war on the far side of this country trying

to believe that what I'm doing is actually preparing myself for the future.
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Where as, my future is not what I am trying to prepare for now....
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contradicting?
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Sometimes, I feel really disturbed...Im just 21, and why the heck and I thinking

so much. But then again, If we all dun start thinking about our life now,

when should we? OF course, some told me that theres no point thinking about

it since you cant do anything about your life, just let the flow go...

But then again, why dun we all try to create miracle for ourselves and try to do

all the impossible and see at least if it worked? The fact is, we won't, probably

all of us are lazy. And thats why you are reading my blog.
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If in fact you are not lazy about life, you should be struggling trying to be

an entrepunerrrn [ dunno how to spell also ] and keep working late night

to make your crazy business work. So, clearly this group of us belong

to the lazy batch.
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Thus said, if we all have a choice to choose back what we can work hard for

and strife hard for, will we turn back? If you can travel back to time,

will you? And actually i have a time machine for ya, just that we dun call it

time machine, we call it memory.
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So whats the use of me pondering and worrying about my life, about how am

i gonna support myself, when can i buy my own house and be successful...

The fact is, I should do more and speak less and think more.
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MoOtOviAtioN.....
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I lost it suddenly, the impact to draw and work. Lost my groove. Been trying

to find it back. Its something that misses and hits once in awhile in my life....

like some peak and orgasm then low and sicko kinda thingy....it gets all sorts of

temperature and moods. Its very hard to get back the momentumn

and passion. And sometimes, I just cant believe why. Probably its the fact that

im in anoother job too much and my flame for art and design gets loosen out,

and i have to keep the passion going and going and going and gooo in and go

really in and start drawing. But I just can't, partly because I'm not at home,

and partly because when i take up the pencil now, its like a stranger.
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I still love what i do, and seriously, everyone should love what you do.

DUn be a prositute in life ever and regret later. A friend told me, in life you

can do whatever you want, just dun turn back and regret about it. We should all go

for our dreams and work hard towards it. I believe my dream will come true

one day.

And living it will be my life's glory.

Working towards it, is just my beginning.

yup, thats my office, thats where I'm going now, MISS me all