Apparantly i have been away for what feels almost like a decade. What was the reason, I had no idea. My job switch has been an awe experience and in the field of sales {even though we're known as advisers} theres always something to learn every single moment. It has not been very fun but it was really a rewarding ride in other forms of returns. Till now it still struck me how fragile people can be in life, but also, how powerful one can be trying to convince others to do something they had never done before, or even what they have did, to do more. I truely find that although i don't really fancy doing all these sales talking and having appointments with people to get them to have some savings plan or life policy or investment plans, I truely enjoy every conversation i had, even with those that was extremely awkward. I in every appointments, i always try to share some perspective that i have. And recently, i started dwelling back on myself again. The truth is;
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What really is my DREAM ?
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I found out that i still crave to draw. To create and share, to prove to others that i'm unique and that theres something that i truely can offer. I remember all that glory when i was a student, winning those competitions and bagging those interviews. It was awesome. But i've also come to know that, i actually crave to share my thoughts with people, not just about how strong i can manage my own financials ( i must really brag that im a good slut when it comes to savings than most of you out there... ROAR) but about how i truely believe that alot of things in life can be achieve. Not just by believing, but also by dreaming. I truely believe everyone is a human ant that can accomplish 50 times more than what we usually can do. But often than not, alot of reasons have kept us stopping to grow or even moving negatively.
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As an Artist
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I'm truely happy that i got back to drawing, I still find that i need to feed my passion while working on something else that can feed my basic need. Unlike some of my peers, ( be it the ones in media industry or the ones in financial sectors) I choose to make myself happy each day. I used to dream and think how good it would be if someday, i could just do some simple painting on the computer, or how wonderful it is if i could be the director and producer of some sold-out movie. Till today, I'm still very much facinated by that thought and everytime i try to think on it, i feel the tickles and excitment that comes along. I guess thats just like what you would felt if you're truely and madly in love. And how do you know that you still love your partner? Well, you would hav to ask if you still felt what you felt the first time you met her. And currently, the answer is still yes. I hope everyone out there will think about it, that what would you really wanna achieve in the end of your book. What legacy or credentials you would wana leave behind. And for now, I'll still keep drawing. It'll really be a waste to stop this blog which has been around for 4 years. HAHAHAHahhaha
Life is good.
